For my kids

I could not believe that it has been a month since I have posted anything. Then I think, well what has happened that anyone would really care about? Nothing really came to mind. Well, I could add things about the trip to Dallas and Nashville, but I have learned that people don't really care unless you put in pictures. Well, I don't have access to picture right now. That will have to come later. I thought what could I write that may be of any consequence to anyone. I thought... probably the only ones who will read this are my kids. So.... for the kids.

Dad is weird. You all knew that. I am good at a lot of things and lousy at others., that is part of being human. Made me think: "boy am I human. I make a lot of mistakes" (part of being human). There are times in my life I have made mistakes and I think about not being worthy of certain blessing that Heavenly Father has given me. One of which is a knowledge of His gospel. It gives me feeling of wanting to give up or in. (I'm not sure what the right phrase is). Then as I am thinking that, I realize that is exactly what Satan would want me to think. But what I should be thinking is, no matter what I do, my Heavenly Father loves me and has provided a way for me to overcome my short comings (even though I may not be worthy). Can you believe that he loves us that much? I couldn't really comprehend that before parenthood. NOW I know how much I love each of you (no matter what you do) and that I would do ANYTHING for your well being. It helps me understand how much He loves us and wants (maybe even aches) for us to partake of the atonement that He has provided for us. I am truly appreciative of the testimony that He has given to me. I am grateful to know that the Book of Mormon is true. That Joseph Smith restore the Lords gospel to earth and that we have a living prophet here on earth to help us learn more about Him and His gospel. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!